Out of it
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: depression

Today was an ok day. Don't really know how I feel but I guess I feel good enough. I have written a few more poems that i'll get up soon. I'm sure that you've read them already but that's alright. I liked them when I wrote them. It was during my history class. I had nothign to do.

 I really miss my gaurdian angel. I got to talk to her today but sometimes that's just not enough. I love her soooo much and really hope that we get toghether somtime soon.

Relapse
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Giant- Melissa Etheridge
Topic: depression
I have a problem with telling lies. I promised a lot of people that I wouldn't make these lies agian. But I just did. And then I told the woman thait was a lie and cut myself twice. Deep ones. I haven't cut for a while before a few days ago. Now i'm thinking about it all the time and doing it. And i did it and I didn't cry. I wanted to. I still want to but I can't. And I have no reason for cuttin. Dunno what to do. I'm a little lost.

Lips of An Angel
Mood:  hug me
Topic: depression

I'm awful depressed today but it's just another dip and low point in my history book. Another bad day, a new chapter in the book.

 My angel is sick today. I dunno if she's ok. I sure hope so. I love her a lot...Dont worry, Sweetpea, it'll be alright. You have Molly and Tim and i'm cooking you some soup so you feel better.

Begining of the Book
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Lips of an Angel- Hinder
Topic: new stuff
I'm just now building this site and blog. I'm not excited it about it or anything because I know that not many people will see this but that's alright. Just for me to do something. To you know, pass the time.